Hypocrite

I am a hypocrite..
yes I am, I allege and proclaim
my individuality but am dominated
and made to be someone else because of force majeure.

I can't breathe,
I can't be,
I am barely existing, blurred, and numb.

I cannot forgive myself for the things am doing,
The possession of the counterfeited identity is suffocating.

But the cockles of my heart orates that am not obliterated
completely.

Am sacrificing myself; a noble deed indeed..
so I inspirit myself, and interim to see my true reflection.
Waiting for the shammed semblance to abase.......