Sunshine

Waking up when the sun goes down
Sipping up caffeine to just move on
Trying to doze off while in the train
Moving on just dragging n drooping away

Chorus:
Will I ever get to see the sun
Will I ever get the warmth on
Its been so long I need all of that
Ice cream and yellow light in my hands

Sitting in front of this square
By looking Am losing hair
All I get to do is listen and hear
Guess its worth all green anyway

But I feel the warmth in here
Though its dark and black outside
When you and the guys are with me
Well I see sunshine in here

Angina Striking My Pain

Cleansing of the heart, how is that possible when there is no heart.
Condemned to darkness, Consumed by bitterness, nothing left to be than to have your own shadow for company.

Cynical they say I am, yes that is true,
But no one knows that it was fed to me by them.

Seduced by the glitter and light, attracted to all the blushes and smiles, without knowing the lies I fell once but I won't fall again.

This rhapsodic throe of loneliness and pain I felt has numbed my being of love and want. Yet this insecure heart longs for love ashamed to accept the dawn to come........

The Innocent Lament

As a child forsaken
Thrown into pain and despair
Loneliness and shadow to company.

Now maturity teaches solitude is the way
The hearts intellect and the minds intellect battles causing the soul immense throe.

A Goths Romance

I know that am different from you
Every time you look at me I feel blue
Cause I can't deceive my soul and fall into you
My cynical nature under pressure; forcing you out
But still poisoned by your existence.

Heaven forbid me, let acid pour on me
Cause fear of smile and happiness has crept in me
And its making me weak, Oh so weak
Why I met you and why you are in my life.


When I tried to rid myself you struck me; pulled me to you
With tears in your eyes you said "I need you"
Was it real or a dream
cause you kissed and said that you love me.


But now I have to chose Between you and me
So I stand alone in the dark staring into deep night
Should I smile and should I be warm,
Should I throw away the darkness and pain out of me and take the light and you in me..

Tell me my love cause its tearing me....

An Angel's love song......

Let me be the one to be with you
let me be the one to love you
if there is nothing left in you
i will still be there......


Oceans divide us, cultures divide us.
Love never forsakes us.
i will hold together the world for you
i will bring down mercy drops for you


Let me be the one who will be there for you
let be the one who embraces you
let me be a mother for you
let be the one who loves you


When you're feeling insecure
call my name i will be there for you
I will never leave you to fall
to love you i exist still here for..


Let me be the one to kiss you
let me be the one to hold you
let me be the one who lives for you
let me be the one who loves you.....

Pantomime the soul

Your mute Soul ;

Vacuous, Expressionless, lays in you.

Numb and Stolid.

I Fathom the Bleakness of your Essence.

But why did you concede without a Fight ?

Why has your fire been Extinguished ?

You seem to be a symbol of shame and Devestation,

maimed, mangled. I miss your Fluttering spirit.

Your wings are clipped

and you unable to fly free remain confined

pain consuming you.

Scream, wail, mourn.

cry and pour out.

Why you remain numb ?

Yet your disability has not spread to

the Object of sight. It inundates the Truth,

the pain, the torment
For I see it pantomimes your soul.

with love
Your reflection