A Goths Romance

I know that am different from you
Every time you look at me I feel blue
Cause I can't deceive my soul and fall into you
My cynical nature under pressure; forcing you out
But still poisoned by your existence.

Heaven forbid me, let acid pour on me
Cause fear of smile and happiness has crept in me
And its making me weak, Oh so weak
Why I met you and why you are in my life.


When I tried to rid myself you struck me; pulled me to you
With tears in your eyes you said "I need you"
Was it real or a dream
cause you kissed and said that you love me.


But now I have to chose Between you and me
So I stand alone in the dark staring into deep night
Should I smile and should I be warm,
Should I throw away the darkness and pain out of me and take the light and you in me..

Tell me my love cause its tearing me....